I am really tired of coming across small things (they all add up, mind you) and then feeling totally inadequate about myself.

Maybe I don't feel like turning the other cheek or a blind eye or whatever.

Maybe I just want to for once in my god damned life feel like I am ENOUGH.

I know that we are supposed to make compromises in life but maybe I don't feel like compromising my dignity anymore.

And of course he will have no idea why I feel this way and will make me feel irrational and stupid.

I just want to feel like I'm enough and he never seems to understand that.

If I felt as though I was good enough, maybe I wouldn't constantly be so down on myself.

What more do I have to do to prove that I need help with my self-esteem?

How come everyone else gets it except him?

I have found out a number of things and let them slide.

Am I the fool for doing this?

I'm starting to think that I am.