I'm freezing. My boss said it was going to be 76 today. It's only 61 right now. Burr. I slept on the couch last night. Don't really know where to go from here. I said that we had to go one month without a blow out and it happened anyways after only a week of peace. I once again feel like I'm the only one making the effort to keep things going strong. I have a feeling of hopelessness and indifference. Of course I always want us to be able to prosper and succeed but when is enough, enough?